3 Weeks of Firsts…..

-First time in awhile I’ve been completely out of my element (…and it feels great.)

-First time I’ve ever met someone from Wales.

-First time I’ve ever opened a bank account in Euros.

-First time I’ve ever signed a contract I literally could not fully read (… it was in German.)

-First time I’ve ever met someone from Lithuania.

-First time I’ve ever met someone from New Zealand.

-First time I’ve ever crushed on someone whose native tongue was not English.

-First time I’ve ever had a work Visa for another country (… actually its still in process.)

-First time I’ve been confused when someone tells me 20 degrees is warm here. (it was in Celcius! …phew!)

-First time I’ve had to stay up until 6am to watch a Saints game (… I’ve done it twice now.)

-First time I’ve held a European address.

-First time I’ve gone to a yoga class that wasn’t taught in English.

-First time I’ve been really happy with were I’m at in life at 27.

-First time I’ve had difficulty expressing whats on my mind. (temporary language barrier)

-First full moon in Berlin.

-First sunshine; First rain; First night; First day

-First smile; First laugh

-First trip to Ikea

-First bike ride

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You’re off the great places! Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting, so… get on you’re way!  ~Dr. Seuss

Bridge Pose(a retrospective.)

The last 2 weeks have been a blur.

Family and Friends.

People and Places.

Planes, Trains, and Automobiles.

My last 2 weeks in America went something like this.

Finish working at Tiny Lounge. Give my cat Sebastian a new home. Yoga Class. PeeWee’s Big Adventure open air screening at Cricket Hill. Fly from Chicago to New Orleans. Drive from New Orleans to Houma. Drive down to the end of the state. Dentist visit in Houma. Drive back to New Orleans. Lee’s going away party/ last show with Brett and Josh. Sleeping on couches. Saints preseason home game. Play with the Parents in the Bywater. Drive to the North Shore. One last night with Lee. Drive back to New Orleans.  Visit with Becca. Visit with Ann. One last night in NOLA. Dinner at Dick and Jenny’s. Fly back to Chicago. One last visit/check up with Sebastian. Goonies open air screening at River Park. Yoga. Drive to Traverse City, Michigan. One incredibly amazing untoppable last weekend with Erin. Moomers Ice Cream! Drive back to Chicago. Final Yoga Class in Chicago. Drop off last load of “extra” possessions at Goodwill. Close my bank account.  One Last dinner with Erin. One last dinner with Erin and Friends at Handlebar. One last shot at Tiny Lounge. One last night with Erin. Drive to O-hare Airport. Fly to New York. Pay for extra baggage. Fly to Dusseldorf. Get checked in through immigration. Fly to Berlin. Bus to Alexanderplatz. Into my new apartment. My new city. My new life.

Thanks to everyone who was involved with my final two weeks in America. It was fantastic.

With that being said, I’m not looking back, I’m looking forward. I’m living in Berlin. Much more to come soon.

Tschuss!

For your information: The supreme court has roundly reject prior restraint.    ~Walter Sobchak

Ha.

I’m back in the blogosphere.

I got a lot to say and a lot to update, but I’ll keep this riff brief.

The snow is the melting. The frost is gone. My body doesnt ache anymore. For the last 6 months, my life has changed in several small, but very significant ways.  Here are the highlights.

-I started bikrim yoga twice week.  After severely injuring a ligament on the outside of my left knee, I stopped running and sought out yoga to help alleviate issues created in my knees from years of running as well as back issues that resulted from my pour posture.  Before yesterday, I hadn’t run for 6 months [since October 2009]

-Through yoga, I’ve healed and started to strengthen the ligaments on my both my knees, helped move the synovial fluid in my knee therby reducing the stress and pressure on my kneecap, streched my hamstrings to a point I didnt think was humanly possible and brought my waist down another 2 inches.  I’ve started to strengthen my core and I feel like week by week I’m improving the difficult situation with my upper back.

-I’ve reestablished my savings to a pre-Chicago level and reset my spending limits and  expense charts to help plot my future monetarty goals for both my shortterm and longterm post-Chicago plans.

-I’ve planned another trip to europe, this time to Germany for next month.

-I feel, for the first time in my life, like an adult. I know longer fear confrontations with my peers. I’m  better equipped to handle feedback and/or criticisms and not get so defensive.  I’m assertive, if somethings not right, I no longer fear to speak out.  I feel like I’m not as soft a person as I was 2-3 years ago.  I’m comfortable with my body and with who I am.  I’m not going to change, but I’m going to constantly reinvent myself, and change my situations.  I no longer live in fear of losing my job.  I’ve learned, the rather hard way, that you should believe none of what you read (hear) and half of what you see. Nothing is really as it seams.

-Spring is almost here

-I’ve haven’t smoked weed in 51 weeks. A year next thursday.

-I feel like national healthcare in America is a pipedream as long as the legislative system remains the same.

-I miss New Olreans.

So, I’ve been keeping myself busy in the kitchen lately. For one, I enjoy baking and cooking; I find it very therapeutic, and secondly I’ve been trying to clear my mind and enjoy some me time.  Some things I’ve thought about: pretzels, women, cats, black-eyed peas, zucchini bread (to be presented soon), football, new bars, relationships, sex, women, cinnamon raisin bread, peanut butter cookies, life, work, autumn, women, relaxation, the future, my long term goals for the next 7 years, and my short-term goals for Chicago.

But, I’m here to discuss pretzels, and why they are such a pain in the ass. The ladies in my life right now are a lot like pretzels, twisted and complicated.  Maybe that’s why I picked pretzels for my next project, if I can tackle pretzels, I can take on anything…

So, I found a recipe on the back of a bag of Pilsbury flour for soft buttered pretzels ( I know right? Who could resist. First things first, You mix the flour with yeast and water to make a dough, you then knead that dough and allow it to proof in a warm place for an hour.

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After an hour, you knock the dough down and divide the dough into 12 equal pieces using a dough scrapper. Roll each piece out into a rope about 2 feet long. Then twist into a pretzel shape and allow them to proof again on a greased cookie sheet for about 15-20 minutes.  After the second proofing, you have to boil them in a mixture of baking soda and water for 15 seconds on each side.  This is to stop the yeast from rising any more. It is a necessary step, if it is skipped the pretzels will expand like those sponge dinosaur things in hot water.

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Drain the pretzels completely, and coat with coarse grain salt and return to the greased cookie sheets. Bake in a 400 degree oven for 8 minutes. After 8 minutes, coat each with melted butter and return to the oven for about 2 minutes longer to brown.

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So, the finished product should look something like this. I’d say I got about a 75% on this project.  Not bad for my first time, but next they will be perfect! They were great out of the oven but I used a little too much salt and I did not store them right, so they next day they were all soggy. (at least the ones that were left…)

THE LEAD-IN: So, since I had never made a cherry pie before, I bought enough cherries to make two of them… just in case the first one didn’t turn out quite as expected. And, as things turn out, The first pie was a failure, not a complete failure, but a failure none-the-less, and one that I would learn from.

THE MISTAKE: So, cherries contain lots of water, and you need something inside pie in the filling to soak it all up. I tried to use cornstarch (my reasoning was that it had 3x the thickening power of flour.) So, I thought it would work… wow, I couldn’t have been more wrong. The pie didn’t set at all, and when I cut into it all of the filling ran out. I threw the pie in the trash.

THE LESSON LEARNED: When you make an apple pie, you use flour because there isn’t as much liquid in apples as say cherries or blueberries and since apples contain high levels of pectin (a natural thickener found in fruits), they have no problem “setting” with just flour and sugar.

Blueberries on the other hand have lower levels of pectin but still not as much liquid as cherries, so flour and sugar work to “set” this pie as well, although you do need to use more flour here than with the apple pie.

Finally with cherries, the pectin levels are virtually non-existent (I found out the hard way), so you have to add another fruit to it that is high in pectin or an artificial thickener. So, most bakers choose quick-cooking tapioca [high in pectin], because it doesn’t have much of a flavor and when combined with sugar, it does the trick.

On with the pie!

STEP 1: I take the cherries, give them a good rinse, then pit them (this is kind of tedious and time-consuming, but you have to get the pits out. The I mix the cherries with sugar, tapioca, and a little almond extract. You have to let this mix set for a while, stirring occasionally to draw out some of the natural juices and to achieve the beginnings of a filling.

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STEP 2: After preparing dough for a double-crust pie, and allowing it to “sit” for 30 minutes in the fridge, I’m ready to roll out my dough. I roll out the bottom first, just like a normal pie and slide it into the pie dish. Then, I roll out the top and using a ruler I cut 1-inch side slices to use to make my lattice top. (With a cherry pie, I think the lattice top is a must)

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Step 3: I preheat my oven. I check on the “filling” mix. Its starting to look like a loose jelly, perfect! I pour into my pie into my prepped pie dish, and begin to work on the lattice. I cut my top dough into 10 slices, so I could do a 5×5 lattice top. I’ll explain how it works in step 4.

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Step 4: For the lattice, here’s how it works. Simple. Lay down 5 horizontal strips first before you do anything else and get them centered and spaced. Then pull back the even strips #2 and #4 just pass the center of the pie. Lay down one vertical strip down the center and put the horizontal strips back up to where they were. Then pull down odd strips #1, #3, #5, and lay down another vertical strip across, then return those horizontal strips to position. for the last strip at the top, pull back #2 and #4 again, place that last vertical strip, and viola the top is done. Do the same for the bottom.

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Step 5: Cover the edges of the pie in foil and back for 30 minutes, remove the foil and back for another 25-35 minutes or until the crust looks done enough for your liking.

Although the pie to then cool on a rack and give it time to completely “set.” Your patience will be rewarded. Mine was! Good eats.

All pictures and concepts are originals and copyrights belong to Clintron. -)

So, In two unrelated stories… I made a copy of the ransom note from The Big Lebowski by hand and sent it to my buddy Jesse as a birthday card. Knowing that he’s a big a fan as I am, I’d knew he’d appreciate it as a birthday card. So, here it is… It actually took a couple of hours to make and the glue kept getting stuck to my fingers. So Jesse, I hope you fucking liked it…. Best birthday card ever! Also below is a picture of the envelope I made and decorated to send it in. Ok.

And the Cherry Pie… The first ever for me… Also the first time I’ve made a lattice crust, but it certainly looks a lot better than it held up… the filling never jelled and all the liquid ran out with the first slice… maybe next time I’ll follow the recipe and use tapioca… Ok, but it still looked pretty and I was impressed with my first ever lattice crust, so enjoy, because I did!

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Update: Well… Its been a month since my last post. And its not that I  haven’t been creating any art or baking any new creations lately, it’s just that I haven’t really felt much like talking about it. Things are pretty mild in my ocean right now. I have a new love interest and I’ve been working a lot. I need to create more time for my self. I sounds funny saying that, because a couple of months ago I had so much “time” for myself I was about to go crazy. It’s funny how much things change, isn’t it? But, the more things change, the more things are just staying the same I suppose. I like it that way. But, I might be time for a new adventure.

New Creations: 4 weeks ago I sent a birthday card to my friend Breton, who’s living in Africa right now. I haven’t heard from her since I sent the card package, so I hope she recieved because I’m posting it for all to see now.

Other creations include my final letter to Jason in France before his return. A picture of my sketchbook where I flesh out my ideas, and try to get a rough sketch before creation. And a picture that represents summertime in Chicago! Enjoy. More to come super soon! I promise (myself)!

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All pictures and concepts are originals and copyrights belong to Clintron. -)